Been sober for over a week!!! π Just wanted to thank you all for your support. Yesterday was a crap day and many of yku got me through it. Diolch/Thanks to you all.
Day 6 sober and I've never been so anxious, nervous, on edge and a total messed up head. Emotionally and physically knackered. On edge about everything. One massive panic. Will I get better or is this what it's going to be like for a while?
First no-alcohol milestone today. 100 days no booze - and I can sleep though so hoorah for that!
Giant @FeverTreeMixers cucumber tonic with fresh mint & cucumber #frommygarden and a few hours in front of the @AIGWomensOpen! Cheers!!
Day 5.Just got back from Lidl.Que for aisle of course went through the alcohol bit π found myself day dreaming at a bottle of rhubarb/ginger gin.The thought of getting a bottle and drifting away was wonderful until I woke myself up! Alcohol is so dangerous and I'm done with it.
Day4sober. Wife taking kids out with her friends kids on bikes.Other mother arrives asking for me to put stabilizers back on little bike. Massive anxiety&internal head strop!Like a nuclear bomb gone off!! So can't wait to have calm head and be normal;not have a panic about it.