@gabriellajanel_ There's is a next life my dear a life where no more fear no more pain or sorrows an eternal life where will meet with our love ones once again. May the love of God cover you and your daughter. And may your efforts go directly to an eternal purpose in this life.
To serve the Lord you don't need anything but just a willing heart to obey His commandments. Make a straight path for the lord and repent now for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. I feel as if I have been walking in a desert for a long time now.
Dreams have become intense. But I know it's only my subconscious who is stubborn at not letting go of you and finally be able to move on. In the physical world and my dreams.