Alice

I'm attempting to get myself better from my issues with gambling, depression, ocd and emetaphobia. 22

[Alice @Alice53569557]

Hey everyone it's been a minute!! How is everyone? I'm currently on antidepressant withdrawal and feeling it majorly, brain zaps are not fun

[Alice @Alice53569557]

1 year free from online instant win games tomorrow!! This is honestly something I never thought would happen as gambling had become my life and I can't thank everyone enough for little tips, tricks and help!!

[Alice @Alice53569557]

I just noticed how close I'm getting to a year without playing online gambling games wow

[Alice @Alice53569557]

251 days - For some reason I've been so close to relapse recently and its hard to deal with and I feel like I'm losing a sense of control

[Alice @Alice53569557]

I'm in such a weird conflicting place right now. I have a boy in my life that is genuinely besotted with me and treats me so well and has a nice family life etc etc but my heart is still yearning for someone else and I hate it

[Alice @Alice53569557]

This boy could honestly be the best thing to happen to me but lets be honest I thought the same thing about my ex

[Alice @Alice53569557]

I don't even get what is going on in my mind anymore. I'm slowly realising how much of a twat my ex was and he is still managing to hurt me. I've then got another boy who I met unexpectedly who's seemingly falling for me and I'm so scared of hurting him bc he's the best

[Alice @Alice53569557]

Also didn't get chance to take my antidepressants this morning so this is fun hahaha

[Alice @Alice53569557]

I keep making mistake after mistake and it's going to lead to me getting hurt

[Alice @Alice53569557]

Thankful for 172 days but not been feeling the best recently and hoping that I can feel better soon

[Alice @Alice53569557]

I know I sound like a stuck record but I miss him lol

[Alice @Alice53569557]

My head feels so foggy tonight and I just want him to be near me to help me feel better but that's never gonna happen

[Alice @Alice53569557]

@beckalou90 It's bloody awful ain't it, my messages are always open if you ever wanna talk

[Alice @Alice53569557]

I honestly hate how the one person I want doesn't want me and that hurts like a bitch

[Alice @Alice53569557]

@Adrianhoward21 Hey, thank you I hope it passes soon I'm trying my best

[Alice @Alice53569557]

My brain is actually mashed lately and I don't know what to do anymore

[Alice @Alice53569557]

I just wanna disappear if that makes sense

[Alice @Alice53569557]

@beckalou90 It's an easy get out clause for them saying that. It's always that or they blame whatever weight you are at the time!!

[Alice @Alice53569557]

@beckalou90 I can imagine some GPs are ridiculous 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ I'm glad you've got one now that seems so good!!

[Alice @Alice53569557]

@beckalou90 That is one fast turn around wow!! Monday ain't too far away to wait either which is good