The narcissist calls you crazy, insecure, jealous and sensitive, to keep you from the reality of. I lied to you. I cheated on you, I disrespected you, I abandoned you, I twisted every argument, I made you doubt yourself, I isolated you, I stole from you.
My guard is up. I’m not cold, I’m tired. I’m not mean, I can’t handle another disappointment. I’m not pushing anybody away, I just need to know if you’re here to stay. I adore love in all forms but I can’t handle anything less than real. My love goes above & beyond.