Things do not add up sometimes. Thatβs okay though. As long as I am being me. I can be mean sometimes but when things donβt add up you gotta start subtracting.
Iβm not yelling anymore. Iβm going to have fun at my cousins today and just sit back and relax. Thatβs who I am for a whole year. Now accept me and stop thinking things that I do know already and you donβt. So watch me.
Yeah I think about killing my self on a daily basis. Yeah I set up my noose every time, but while Iβm doing it I do think to myself βAre you sureβ and then I look at my work and walk away because thatβs not what I want.
When you tell someone youβd rather fight for your country and they completely go off on you. Like Iβm sorry I want to do that. All I wanted was to be accepted and clearly you donβt. Fly away bug.