I will start at the beginning but absolutely NOT at the literal beginning of my hooker journey: He was fat, crooked teeth, positive, smiling. Came in 5 min.
You meet a woman.
She blows your entire world.
And then the bullshit begins.
Not the bullshit between you and her.
But the bullshit between you and yourself.
I know you've been there before, and I have too.
You check your phone constantly for her reply.
You check her Instagram to see what she is up to.
You message her way more than she messages you.
And to be brutally honest...
You probably rub one out to the idea of her too. 💦
Deep down you know you are being needy and overly attached.
It eats your soul, and you can't stop thinking about her.
Why is that?
You have a false belief that she can make your life better.
Want to know the truth?
Those amazing feelings you get when you are around her are feelings you create within yourself.
How?
Through the power of your thoughts.
It's not her that makes you feel that way.
It is your PERCEPTION and PROJECTION of her.
YOU are the one creating that EXPERIENCE
So if you can create feelings of love, excitement, and joy for a woman you just met.
What's stopping you for creating it for yourself?
When you do that, you see the love around you everywhere you go.
Love is not something you just get from others.
It is what you are.
You are a vessel of the expression of it.
Nothing wrong with catching feelings.
In fact, I ENCOURAGE you to catch feelings.
But learn to love her, not need her.
Water the flower that is her.
Instead of just picking the flower for your own egoic needs.
Romance is what poor men (as in wage earners) use to lure women into domestic and sex slavery. they created it when they couldn't afford to pay for women like they had previously
Your entire life will change once you start to manage your relationships through peace, reciprocity, and boundaries. If they give you more peace, give them more access. If they don't reciprocate, lower their priority. If they don't respect your boundaries, stay away from them.
Solitude is full of answers and it teaches you a lot about yourself. Maturity is learning to be alone, enjoying your own company, and never going back to toxic people no matter how lonely you feel.
May you attract a divine partner who loves every single cell of you. The warrior, the gentle, the loving, the naughty, the nice, the quiet, the talkative, the vulnerable, the bold, the sensitive, the nurturing, and the powerful – the absolute whole beautiful being you are.
Repressed emotions are the root cause of modern diseases.
Scientifically, it has been shown that bottled-up emotions directly lead to disease by:
• Altering hormone levels
• Weakening the immune system
• Disrupting normal cell regulation
• Creating an internal environment conducive to cancer growth
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