i honestly don't wanna be strengthened by difficult situations and be tested anymore. I'm tired. I want soft experiences that teach me God's grace and gentleness towards me.
part of being a daughter is growing up to find out about your mother's hidden traumas, you realize she never told you half of the horrible things she went through in life. The older you get, the more it hits you that you were raised by a superwoman disguised as an ordinary person