☆ alice ☆

attempting sh recovery? mainly vent here ig
shedtwt / venttwt || ifb :D
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i'll make a real intro one day :_)

𝓹𝓯𝓹 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓪𝓶𝓪𝔃𝓲𝓷𝓰 @zvqxcie

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

anyways bye bye! i love you and wish you the best, sending my love 🫶🏿🫶🏿

[�� alice ☆ @Alivealic]

logged back in here after a couple months and holy shit how my life has changed

i graduated, no one will hire me, cut off most of the ppl i used to talk to daily, cut back on social media use a lot, actually have stuck to recovery (6 weeks clean gang), and got a cat!

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

im not happy all the time but my baseline is so much higher than it used to be. i have that healthy mindset that i thougt was so cringe for ages

idk if anyone sees this and has been thinking abt leaving shedtwt i say do it! its not easy peasy but overtime you may just be happier

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

i found a bladd shile cleaning my shelf and think i may relapse idk. ik i should just thfow it away. im 2 months clean rn but idk if i care. i wanna relaps just to relapse

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

i dont think i can delete my twitter (because i love a good archive) but i am going to be logging out permenantly. idk what im doing but ik twt isnt helping my mh at all.

i wish all my oomfs the best of luck in the future, maybe we'll meet again when we r all better. i luv u all

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@74skeletons @elifagjah oh i so do! thx for your wishes i appreciate it :3

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@74skeletons @elifagjah thank you i lwk wish it on no one took so long to bounce back 😭

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

genuinly does anyone have any advice, post, video, resource anything for stayind clean from self harm when you dont want to / have no reason to? anything 😭

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@elifagjah uhhhh i was sick and throwing up every hour or two for a month straight and i went to the hospital and they told me i had an unknown/unamed illness that was hospitalising ppl for months and killing ppl in my area and to come back if i got worse...i survived ig -1000/10 experience

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@ribcageprophet obsessed w illiteration so i went on a random word generator, got alive and fucked w it so i searched a list of names that started w a, and alice is alive but v>c so BOOM.

alive_alice was born

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@sickkiwi uhhh maybe a stupid answer, but i kinda have? i hate puking and (thx to edtwt) know the risks well so i dont want to do it. idk if this is what ur asking, but sometimes if i have a super bad binge, i do purge to feel less like im gonna die 😭 but i do it MAYBE once /4-6 months

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@CyberFairy21 YIPPEEE CONGRATS AND GOOD LUCK OOMFIE!

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@m1waz i cant take this 😭 this was my sign to not log on for today

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@NekoNeo114 oooo have fun pls give a rating 😍

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@katieslicendice i genuinly thought it meant "assigned cop at birth" 😭 was so confused when ppl were using it in protests, like uhhhh sure ig they are....?

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

okay i take back my last post im just not gonna be on here as much lwk ik its bad for me and im almost 2months clean which isnt that long but meh ill try ig

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@zvqxciel DONE OMG IM SO HONORED

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

@zvqxciel BAHAHAHAHAH YES ITS PERFECT OMG 😭😭😭 𝓷𝓮𝔀 𝓹𝓯𝓹?

[☆ alice ☆ @Alivealic]

i think i may stop using twt tbh. idk if i can delete my account thats too much but i dont think ill be active anymorr