no one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it will get better" and "i can't do this anymore, I’m about to give up." it's like living in emotional whiplash. 1 hour you're hopeful, the next you're spiraling
No revenge. I want you to remember that I was real with you the whole time. My intentions were genuine, my feelings were honest and my care was never fake. I may not have been perfect, but I never pretended to be something I wasn't. When everything else fades, I hope you remember that what gave you was real.
God, help me release what I can't control. If this chapter is over, give me the strength to accept it. If healing takes time, walk with me through it. And help me focus on the life You have in front of me instead of the one behind me. Amen 🙏🏾
i loved you the best way i knew how. and i think that's the part i'll carry the longest. not the loss of you. but knowing i gave it my all, and it still wasn't enough to make you stay
God, please put better people in my life. People who mean what they say and show it through their actions. I’ve spent enough time giving chances to people who only showed up when it benefited them. Enough time overlooking things I should’ve paid attention to from the start.
disappointment is weird because yes i want to forgive you, wholeheartedly so but my mind is struggling to comprehend why would you ever think it was ok to do me like that