My past is an armor I can't take off. I am working on myself every day.
☆Former Marine
☆Cat Dad
☆ Going Steady With @LiteratureLogan
☆DM's Always Open
☆Drama Free Zone
// Hey, female writer here.
Writing a male muse, but not trying to get into your pants. Not wanting to sneak into your DMs. Just wanting to write and banter and make friends ✌️
@LiteratureLogan But what did it matter she's the one who wanted us to have a break and take some time apart. So why couldn't I do whatever I wanted?
Because she's wrong if she thinks I'd ever do anything to hurt the baby.
@LiteratureLogan Why do you keep acting like something is wrong with me?"
The conversation had been going well, we were being civil, but something about the way she said it and was acting started to push my buttons.
I didn't have a drinking problem I could stop anytime I wanted. Couldn't I? --
@FightOrFlite_ By the time the next text message came through,I had fallen asleep and the phone slipped from my hand and landed on the floor.
I wasn't ready for the night to end, but sleep won over my enjoyment of the conversation.
@FightOrFlite_ I yawn the vibration startling me awake and I squint reading the message. A small tired smile forms on my lips as I type a reply.
T: oh belive me I definitely took more than a second to look.
@FightOrFlite_ The phone vibrating caused me to open my eyes and I read the message with a tired chuckle.
T: well I wasn't going to get up to put clothes on just to take a picture. You got what you got lol and you're acting like you didn't look at it for a more than a second.
@FightOrFlite_ T: i was just copying you! I was only making things fair.
I yawn again holding the phone in my hand after hitting send, waiting for the phone to vibrate with a new message.
@FightOrFlite_ My smile grows as I roll onto my side with a yawn texting back after I get comfortable.
T: well this old man likes to workout, but its good to know you were checking them out.
@FightOrFlite_ I playfully roll my eyes with a smile, turning my body on the couch and laying down with my head on the pillow. Holding my phone over my face to type out a reply.
T: Yeah yeah, keep pointing it out that I'm older than you. Lol
@FightOrFlite_ Were me a Logan in a place where we wouldn't make it back to where we used to be? Or would we be us again and it'd just take awhile? I hated how complicated this was. But this conversation with Bec, this was nice and easy.
T: oh good, I don't want to be a weird old man lol
@FightOrFlite_ I laugh, this was nice, this fun back and forth instead of the mess that my life had been lately. Should I ruin the fun and tell her my situation or keep the conversation light?
T: well, I've napped in socks before.. is that the same or different?
@FightOrFlite_ A promise, huh? She's got me out here wanting to push the boundaries and see how far this can go. I take a drink and wait a few minutes before replying with a chuckle.
T: Well if I matters I'm not wearing them anymore. You totally knocked my socks off.
@FightOrFlite_ I slowly sit up straighter biting my lip, the endless possibilities flashing through my mind. Jesus. She has got a mouth on her and I was totally here for it.
T: was that supposed to be a threat? Cause I'm totally shaking in my socks.