It’s the hardest thing in the world to watch everyone around you live their happiest life while you suffer in silence. The guilt of feeling that way consumes you
The death penalty isn’t enough you piece of shit. Everything you did to her should be done to you and then you should have to live forever in prison while in agonizing pain. There isn’t a pit in hell deep enough for you
A small part of me wishes to go back to being ignorant. Not worried about investing, politics, my career, and so on. I can see and feel myself changing, for the better, but oh my man do I miss having no responsibilities and being innocent.