Zoe

27y/o💜MDNI (will block)💜I twt about my interests/thoughts/daily bs💜just trying to get through life one day at a time

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Barely ate all week and just slammed a whole box of velveta Mac n cheese. Omg I been shitting nonstop since.
It hurts

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I have no idea where I got in this world and with the way the world is going, I have no desire to try

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Highest: 250lbs
Lowest Ever: 8lbs
Lowest of my adult life: 120lbs
Current goal: get back to 180lbs and spiral from there

[springflingana @springflingana]

what is the heaviest and smallest you’ve been? ♡

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I think i wanna just go starve to death in the woods and let the bugs eat my body.

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I have to see this therapist one on one at least two more fucking times. And I’m fucking mad.
I wanna climb thru the screen and punch her.
Pissing me off with that bullshit

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Fuckass therapist asking me why I’m not dating my ex.
Like bro I tried. Repeatedly. We’re better as friends and friends only.
I’ve got a kid now.
I just needed closure that like that part of my life is over because I got so used to him being my person.
And now my husband is.

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Group was a bitch.
I’m mad at everyone today.
How dare I be confronted about myself by myself

[Jason Bassler @JasonBassler1]

They want you to believe your voice doesn't matter.

Yet in just the last few days:

-LAPD canceled its Flock contract.

-Meta cancelled Muse Image AI after privacy outrage.

-One of the largest planned U.S. data centers was killed (PW Digital Gateway) by local opposition.

The surveillance state isn't inevitable.

It advances when people are apathetic.
It retreats when people fight back.

Public pressure works. Keep pushing.

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Despite the hell I went thru last night. I must smoke tonight. Not because I want to, but because it’s my routine. And I’ll be damned if I don’t sleep because I broke routine

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I’m going with edible induced panic attack after I got stuck in a severe self-deprecating episode

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Is the edible too strong or am I experiencing mild psychosis?

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Holy shit I’m in a really negative thought loop rn.

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Is the edible too strong or am I experiencing mild psychosis?

[Urbanponds101 @urbanponds101]

Twitter is always better with Newts

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

My fingers hurt. Just spent 45min turning a shitty 8 dollar kalimba into a lil thing that actually plays a scale

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I said fuck it and got French toast

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Taking my sibling out for brunch which meansn I need to eat. Why is the lowest cal meal 650 (a “power bowl” with chicken, pesto, feta, kale and quinoa) 😭😭
And all the good stuff (a sandwich) has like 1.2k cals and 3000mg sodium

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Taking my sibling out for brunch which meansn I need to eat. Why is the lowest cal meal 650 (a “power bowl” with chicken, pesto, feta, kale and quinoa) 😭😭
And all the good stuff (a sandwich) has like 1.2k cals and 3000mg sodium

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

I caught a cheese grater with my bare hands and lost some finger skin :/

[Zoe @AlmostAbyssal]

Found a click beetle