I am your boss. π
On your knees right now.
Beg for me to take your cash.
Itβs a Hierarchy.
This is what you are made for.
Being my CashPussy. π€π€π€
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Iβm meant to have therapy tomorrow. Iβve got two sessions booked. Iβm praying everyday but Iβm so fucking weak. Why does my pure heart do this. My brain is ruined. Iβm taking pills, Iβm drinking, Iβm driving fast. I feel like a coward because I canβt fully commit to doing it. Iβm scared to become injured and not ending my brains suffering
Please pray for me.
Iβm weak.
If you see a Christian please pray for my strength.
Iβve been close to ending my own life.
Thereβs times I feel strong but Iβm not. Itβs a mask. My soul is pure. My brain is dark.
I donβt want to be here anymore.
Make fun of me all you want. I know Iβm a bad person. I know Iβm a fuck up.
Judge me. Do whatever you please. It doesnβt make a difference to me anymore.
Iβm done with the pain i cause to people I love so very dearly.
I hope they know deep down itβs not me. Iβm the most loving man you can ever know. Itβs not me. Iβm so sorry.
Please donοΏ½οΏ½οΏ½t judge me for my shit actions.
Love me for my heart.
I love you all.
I donβt want sympathy.
I want pain.
I deserve to suffer.
Iβm sorry.
Please know Iβm so so fucking sorry.
I will be taking a break from X.
Iβm going to build my relationship with Christ.
Build my relationships back with loved ones.
Pray for me.
Pray for yourself.
I love you all. ππΌ βοΈ