Bicurious girl, 30
Here mainly for 🌽
Looking for FFM MFM, FF experiences
DM open, would love to meet and chat w/ like-minded UK women, couples and men
NSFW 🔞
Short Story:
His face is my sex toy. I love the feel of using it whenever I want to, knowing I can call him over any time of the day and have him serve me. And I love feeling a little bit mean about it 😈
Long Story:
Unlike him, I don’t have my orgasm ruined, nor are they rare 🤭 Though, I admit, occasionally waiting a few days can make it more intense, and my very brief experience with wearing a chastity belt myself was a fun one, I still vastly prefer being able to use his face whenever I feel like it. This arrangement is probably one of the hottest things that happened in my life. To know that I can call him over anytime, any hour of the day, and he will come, and I can just ride on his face until he makes me cum and then send him away if I feel like it. The complete one-sidedness of it, the feel of being in charge and the power imbalance are all so hot. And the more skewed to one side it gets, the sexier it is 🥵
Power is hot on its own, and just the feeling that I can really use him like a sex toy is enough to give me random shivers through the day. And sometimes things can be erotic without fully realizing them in practice. There’s a lot of things I could do to him, and we both know it. Like keeping him caged for a month without edging, making him cum only caged for the rest of the year, and so on. But many of them either get boring in reality, or are just better left as fantasy. Using his face isn’t one of them. The more I do it, the more I show him I can and will use him this way, the sexier it gets. Every time I send him a message to be at my place in an hour, because I need his tongue, it gets more real that he is my sex toy. 🥵
Of course, a big part of it is that it really feels great. Unlike a dick, tongue exploring my pussy and sucking on my clit will always be pleasurable. But many things can feel great, from using the wand to just getting off with my fingers. It’s not even the most comfortable position ever, but I still choose it all the time. The view and the contrasting feel of experiencing pleasure and a little bit of guilt are intensely erotic.
The guilt is something I’ve mentioned a couple of times, but I think it’s worth exploring a little more. Using somebody this way and being mean isn’t natural to me, outside of erotic context. But when I get excited, nothing feels more erotic than being a complete bitch, using him, teasing him, humiliating him, giving him much less than what I get 🥵… You know exactly the kind of play we get into. And often, my initial gut reaction is a little bit of guilt or shame that I am like this. Not much, but a hint of it. But I don’t want to completely overcome it and convince myself that it’s ok, because it is what he craves as well. I love leaning into it. I want to feel bad. I love the feeling of “maybe I should not, this is a little bit fucked” and then doing it anyway, because my pussy tells me to 😈 The contradiction and hard contrast of how I feel about what’s acceptable is a big source of arousal for me. For me sexiness lives where some kind of opposing lines blur.
But when the play is over, this is also the reason why Doms needs aftercare as well. I love to hear that it was great and that he enjoyed serving me, and he loved being called over just to be placed under me, while I squish him into the bed with my ass 🤭 But during the session I love to feel a little bit mean… and powerful.
Anyway, he clearly needs to be steamed in the cage some more, because after the recent ruined orgasm, he wasn’t even straining as much as I am used to. That’s unacceptable. While I didn't plan on playing with his dick anyway, he should be complimenting me with his erection when I choose to. So back to the cage he goes 😈