Hydrangeas are flowers of gratitude, something I have for you, my dears who make this lousy day something bearable. #HIMsters ♥️ To many more loving years.
The quickest way to lose me is to make me feel like I don’t matter. I don’t expect perfection from anybody, but I do pay attention to effort, consistency, and how people treat me over time. Once I start noticing that I’m always the one reaching out, always the one understanding, or always the one showing up, I take a step back. I don’t beg people to value me and I don’t compete for a place in anybody’s life. If somebody shows me where I stand, I believe it. And once I accept that, I move accordingly. Some things don’t need an argument, they just need distance.
I don’t think people understand how quietly damaging it is to feel consistently unchosen. No one points at you and says you’re not enough. No one explicitly rejects you. But experiences accumulate. Conversations fade. Talking stages dissolve. Connections soften into friendships that feel safe but never deepen into anything more.
the hardest thing I've learned this year is that you can never force someone to communicate and work things out. you can't beg someone to see that you're worth fighting for and i stand by that now
My intuition is SO crazy. I can literally have no evidence of what's going on but still know there's something going on behind my back & I'm always right😭
#WIPs and a progress shots. MonoRoki “brainrot” remains strong and I also liked how the Todoroki shot started off then ended, so you guys get to see that.
Drafting more MonoRoki.
It’s only after reading the first two’s timestamps where I realized I haven’t drawn in a while. (First two are April 3 and 4, the other two are few days ago and yesterday.)
When I like someone, I instantly start going too hard. I am too available, too giving, too loyal, too thoughtful, too reliable. I need to calm down and only be what someone is to me. That's my problem. I always love how I want to be loved hoping it gets reciprocated