I started actually looking at the pattern instead of just feeling vaguely bad about it, and the thing that jumped out wasn't what I expected. It wasn't that the goals I abandoned were harder, or less realistic, or badly planned.
Some people said I've never get sober some people said she would never stay sober but here I am sober as s*** and loving the hell out of life thank God for my sobriety
II might have to have another word with Him. don’t really talk to God, but once I told Him what you did, He threw you out of my life like a piece of paper from my pocket.