Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴

Welcome to my venting space. It can get pretty unhinged here.

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[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

I had a grand plan of checking out from this plane of existence once the kids hit 30 but considering how much I've struggled mentally in my 30s I don't think I have the heart to leave them with shitty generational trauma.

[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

Still can't stop the thoughts of hanging myself.

Still can't cry for help.

Still.

[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

Substituted my doomscrolling with copious amounts of reading.

Still not going to bed at a reasonable hour though...

[ADHD weirdo @ADHD_weirdo_]

Dear ADHDers,

You don't need motivation.
You need systems.

[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

Nothing to do but ride out this depressive episode...

[akuseru.sama @AlphaRecdyt]

i had to draw that

[jennie🌷 @maobabie]

Boss makes a dollar I make a dime

[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

Feels like every two weeks my anxiety flares up.

[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

One of the most interesting changes I've had since going on my medication is I "like/love" things less than I used too. So only my biggest passions get my attention.

The rest has kinda... Fizzled out? I'm still processing this as the days go by.

[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

Popping ritalin to deal with a night of networking.

[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

Today is not a good day internally but I know it's just a minor setback. Just gotta trust the process.

[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

Lord, I'm 3 months behind filling up my timesheet. I have it all logged but it just hasn't been keyed into the system...

[Punch Cat @PunchingCat]

someone call pest control 😭

[Amir The Yuru Guy 🏴 @AmirTheVideoGuy]

One of the side effects of taking lexapro has been really sweaty palms. I keep having to wipe my palms every five minutes.