Amaryllis’s Public Diary

A place for my unfiltered BPD thoughts and feelings.

If *YOU* Find this im sorry, I just needed a place where I didn't have to mask and feel my raw feelings

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

I love following other people’s anon BPD accounts. It’s almost therapeutic and I hope we can be mutuals.

[mag ౨ৎ @allureema]

This is one of those times when one piece gets too real, Cindry’s story is a representation of a woman being stripped of her autonomy simply because a man refuses to accept a “no”.

[butterfly 🕸️ @whirlysanji]

luffy: i need to save my brother!

iva and the other prisoners on level 5.5 of impel down:

[dia 𖤓 @kiyodia]

this is how luffy looks at the strawhats before doing smth to endanger their lives

[Slushie! 🍬🍧 @neronamonet]

can you imagine making it to top 8 of a huge one piece tournament and your opponent is literally just fucking zoro

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

I just want you to marry me but I know it will never happen so why do I even stay?

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

Some things stay the same and stay unnoticed

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

I just want a family so bad. I wanted my baby. I really did.

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

I want my baby…. I really feel like apart of me died that day

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

No one told me Jinx has BPD. And like a really good diction of it.

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

I can’t tell if I’m really happy or just scared this is the best I’m going to get in life

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

Livid
Mad
Upset
Not surprised.

[john choi @johnchoiiii]

anime is so frustrating bc you’ll watch peak and then they’ll introduce a guy who’s like “im mr grabby 🤤” and he’s in love with his sister

[𝐡 @haniellesv]

“oh okay” actually means my heart just got ripped into a million pieces but i won’t tell you because you wouldn’t care how i feel anyway

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

I hate this life, I hate that I was never guided as a child, I hate that I’m the first child.

I just want to be loved and cherished forever. I crave that kind of love.

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

If I have one more person that hurt me in life come back just to hurt me again I’m going to kill myself lmfao

[stupid idoit t @peeholelicker]

no rizz just PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME

[Amaryllis’s Public Diary @AmrysDiary]

I miss you so much.

We were supposed to be forever.

You promised me everything.

So why am I here?

I feel so alone and defeated. I really wanted to lean on you.

Where are you?