It’s almost June and with that it’s almost July and then my father will be dead for two years. So many things have happened that I’d love to discuss with him…
@WithSpiders@nyctophobia23 Das ist ja auch nicht individuell auf dich zugeschnitten. Und ansonsten soll man ja alle Türen offen halten, die für die Lieferung wichtig sind. Reine Hauskatzen etc. sollen nicht entkommen, d.h. vorher gesichert werden.
Two years later I can actually say it’s PCOS. Which my old gp should definitely have suspected earlier. Having Hashimoto doesn’t explain all the symptoms I had for at least 20 years.
I wanna cry today. Sometimes, I can't handle all the burdens life throws at me. My chronic illness and my psychiatric diagnoses. Now they're suspecting PCOS, which would make sense, but they should have found ten years earlier...
My parents should be here. Instead my brother and I are in our 30s and have to deal with life without their support. Right now I wish one of them could hug my brother. I’m pissed.