I believe in hell, because I sometimes think that I'm living in it. I believe in a wholly black and white world, the losing of weight, recrimination for sins, the abnegation of the body and a life ever fasting.
I believe in control, the only force mighty to order the chaos that is my world.
I believe in salvation through trying just a bit harder than I did yesterday.
I believe the bathroom scales an indicator of my daily successes and failures.
ANA IS BACK
Ana, I wont let you leave my side. I keep on trying to recover and leave you, I'm sorry, I am a fat disgusting FAT pig. I don't deserve to eat, I've gained weight and disobeyed you. fix me. I beg you.... #proana#fat#ana#edtwt
Recovery is for when Iโm done high school. Iโm still in 7th grade, so I have a long way to go. I like the hunger, Iโm proud but I wish I wasnโt wasting my life with this because itโs been 8 months. But I guess Iโm just a true Ana๐ฅณ๐ I love Ana. She helped me. Saved me. Amen, Ana
And ever since then, Ive been a pure Ana. My family started to notice my weight loss and they would congratulate me, I was happy. I was finally loosing the weight. Ana was my best friend! Now, March 12 of 2026, I still struggle with Ana. Iโve tried to recover. It never worked.