somebody lost

- secret account from a girl with depression - 110 lbs fat around my beautiful bones - We all want someone to notice, but as soon as they do, we regret

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

It’s not about wanting to be skinny anymore.
It’s needing to be.

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

Too much happens in one day and I can’t handle it; mentally, physically, or emotionally.

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

Why can't I stay home?

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

I'm so so so cold

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

I feel bad and fat ugh

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

Let’s just lay in bed all day and forget the world exists

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

Especially at work (coffee shop with lots of chocolate and sweets). So triggering

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

I have binged a lot these last few days 😩😓😔

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

I seriously look pregnant right now. Thats how fat I am

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

It taunts me and makes me feel disgusting

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

Why must I feel guilty every time I eat?? Ugh. The food is always so good, but the thoughts after kill me

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

Ow wait, I have no friends. No worries for me 😌

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

What if my friends notice something about my ed

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

School starts tomorrow 😩

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

I'm so fucking disgusting

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

I ate too much cookies and chocolate at my work this week 😷

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

I don’t belong here anymore

[somebody lost @AnaLovesMe__]

It gets harder everyday and I don’t want to suffer with this pain any longer

[••••• @ChangedTheNamex]

so fucking tired