Lexi 🐭

TW edtwt & shtwt 25, black female....My mind is a cage and I will never come out Minors DNI (under 20)

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

@X8437081636333 Now they definitely look that size
Funny enough I’m a 38E now

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

7months and 12days clean from sh

Does that mean I don’t think about it at every waking moment: no

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

I have 123 days to make a change and I will

[earth rabbit @mirubunnie]

i need this body type

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

Tw - sh

I was 2years, 6 months and 13 days clean. Key word being was

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

@blackgirlshit77 I need to look like this 😫

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

@m4ebones As a person with thick thighs and always has had them even at my lowest….this is the worst thing. You can feel it happening over time as the fabric wears away

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

I was looking back at old photos of me and I remember back then absolutely HATING my body bc I was fat. Bitch I was so skinny, I would actually kill to look like that again 😭😭

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

My top raised up and my mum looked at me and said “wow you’re stomach is huge”

Excuse me while I jump off a bridge 💀

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

When restriction has you worrying about how many calories are in a cracker 😶

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

Going back to restricting

It’s been a while…welcome back old friend

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

Does anyone have a calorie tracker for November? Or can send me one pleaseee and thank youu x

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

I need to get back in the gym bc I have never been more unhappy than I am atm.

Also my problem is not going to the gym..WHY? Bc I don’t have gym clothes that fit…WHY? Bc I’ve gained weight…WHY? Bc I don’t go to the gym

Do you get my issue?!?

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

@cottage_cals I’m literally in love - teach me your ways

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

@cursivecals You’ve brightened my day by tweeting that

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

Last year April I managed to get down to 75kg and I was depressed but I looked good and got into the clothes I wanted

I kind of want to get back to that - I’d rather be sad and skinny than sad and fat

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

Well I made it to 24 last week and I’m even more depressed than I was last year

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

Trigger Warning: sh

Found an old blade of mine and I haven’t throw it away…I don’t know how to feel. It’s been nearly 2 years

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

I was talking to the nurse about my weight gain and she looks at me and goes “you know the side effect of contraception is weight gain”

O.o so I’m about to tell my bf that he better start wearing condoms bc I’m not okay

[Lexi 🐭 @Ana_Is_Me_]

I can’t be upset about the work I haven’t put into being skinny

I must do better