You shouldn't take things too seriously & personally in this life...how you interpret things can be a disaster. If you're going to run around and complain about little things all the time, you'll go completely crazy.
How the hell can you feel such a fucking emptiness? Sometimes you get stuck in this mode where you just stand & stare & don't understand anything & wonder why nothing feels meaningful. It must be because of those fucking CP meds & that I haven't felt real happiness in a long time
There must be a way back to who I once was, Because I don't recognize myself anymore...and I don't know where to go, there's too much chaos in my head now, Looking for myself, & feeling weak even though I only want others well, who can I trust? Mental Breakdown!?