I may have jumped the gun on coming back. I just have this sense of dread before streaming and i don't know where it comes from. Even with that i have this want to create. I've been doing it for like 15 years and feels like I'm missing something when I'm not.
Today I get to go off 4 hours of sleep and a headache! All of which are entirely my fault because I stayed up till 4am watching Danny Motta react to Epic the musical.
I do not regret my decision.
It's hard to say what's gonna happen, and it seems not every talent is super happy about the changes. i just hope we don't lose the stuff that made each branch special. My only regret is not seeing the last EN concert, didn't realize it was gonna actually be the last.
I don't know if I'm a huge fan of all the Hololive branches being merged into one. It's a huge change and i can could see alot of the talents getting shoved to the side a bit because of it.
A possible upside i see to this could be a wider variety in cultures being represented under hololive. We didn't have a Spanish branch, so maybe now a new wave of talents could focus on mainly Spanish speaking talents. They wouldn't have had a place before.
even though im not uploading anymore the channel was still getting 300 views a day from people watching older videos. It literally doubled to 600 with the view changes Youtube made.
like why couldnt yall have done that when i was still making videos there!
And to those curious my main content is just gonna be variety gaming. Im not gonna rule out reacting to vtuber stuff but its not gonna be a constant thing.
For my eventually return to content (different channel) I thought id make videos but I realized if im just doing gaming videos its just gonna take me more time to make those than it would to just stream.