Somewhere in your 20s or 30s you’ll get the opportunity to rebuild your life after a negative loop, heal from what broke you, live in your own space, reconnect with your discipline, and learn to love yourself again. It’s very important that you see that journey through.
Don’t say you have a relationship with God but you never pray , never open your Bible , never ask him for help or forgiveness or grace or mercy ! God is always sitting waiting to hear from us . How can you feel close to someone you never talk to? Talk to God today and everyday