i seriously see no future in my life at all.
i wanted to get married, i wanted to get my dream job, i wanna lose my virginity and be held lovingly.
but i donโt see any of it happening, i have no future.
i am going to end it all.
oh my god i genuinely cannot take any of this anymore my suicide date gets closer and closer every single day and itโs the only thing that gives me hope
someone i beg please give me a reason to look forward to waking up, each day is full of dread and sorrow
โnobody noticed!!!!โ I NOTICED but i wasnโt the person u wanted to notice, i notice all the time and i try my hardest to comfort you but u brush me away and then dont even talk to me if im upset, stop saying people never noticed when I DID but u blatantly brushed me off