@_THEROYALCHILD_ Are you interested in rp? I find it helps me step outside reality and stay distracted but if you feel you need to be away you should do what's best.
@BrokenParabatai *when he lucked my lips I listed full control moaning I ripped the rest of his shirt clean off my hands grabbing at bare skin, every so often my mind screaming Holy fuck! What am I doing? Only to surpress such thoughts and carry on*
@BrokenParabatai What ever it was that was happening between us to be over, while terrified and confused not ready to face him so I did the thing I felt best at the time kissing him deeper, longer, slowly, my hands work g his shirt up his body*
@BrokenParabatai As I layed there kissing him alecs body began to come alive again, I could feel him pressing into me, his lips so tenderly returning the kiss, much of me relieved that he had returned to me, yet the rest of me conflicted, wanting more of him not yet ready for this moment>
@BrokenParabatai Landing on the couch. Lost in this moment the world completely fell away. Brothers no longer existed. Insecurities drifted further the longer our lips stayed pressed to one another. I was kissing alec.. I thought in disbelief, I was kissing alec?!
@BrokenParabatai Great now I was hard, immediately as that thought popped into my head alecs energy completely drained, about to go limp I embraced him in my arms our lips connecting in the most electrifying kiss, connected in a way I never thought possible together intertwined we fell backwards>
@BrokenParabatai My breath as my forehead rests against yours, my own anxiety fluttering as our skin touched again, though ignoring my own feelings more concerned about you *
@BrokenParabatai Hands on your face * look at me brother. Listen to my voice alec. *I had never seen you like this before, never seen you so distraught * you are alec Lightwood. You are strong, you are respected, compassionate, you are a warrior, you are loved * I whispered the last part under>