ID’m content with the job. It’s work. I’ve been working at the same restaurant for 14 years, and dishwashing has become pretty robotic to me.ishwashing work is robotic to me
questions and look to them to protect them. I work so hard to prove that I am just as good if not even better but no matter what I do I am always looked over. It sucks and it hurts. A lot of the employees will say "oh, they sent just YOU????" And it stings a little bit.
I move awkwardly and talk awkwardly and it's like I don't KNOW how to put it it's like I have no business being here as a human being at all because I'm just TERRIBLE at it. Maybe I was meant to be like, a bug of some sort and someone fucked up and made me a person instead.