I tried everything I possibly could. Maybe I wasnt convincing enough, all I know is that some of those words were not hers. Last time I login in here. She’ll only ever remember me as the past angel, never the new one I became. May she love life again.
She even told me to get help when we were together and I gaslighted her. She was perfect in every way and I was an asshole. If only later in life I’ll be given a chance.
If only I showed her love. If only I gave her my attention. Literally the bare fucking minimum, we would’ve been fine. If only I respected her. Can’t believe it took my going into therapy to realize this
If only I showed her love. If only I gave her my attention. Literally the bare fucking minimum, we would’ve been fine. If only I respected her. Can’t believe it took my going into therapy to realize this
Allah I swear on you if she’s talking to that duffy duck or whatever his name is from Qatar everyday imma fly there myself and whoop his midget ass fucking flat nose vsco dumbass filipino
I listen to her playlist every single day. Why do I do this to myself. Her music taste is perfect but every song reminds me of her. Maybe I don’t want to stop thinking about her, but if I do, it really will end.
I wish I can go back to oct two year ago when we first met and do it right. How it should’ve been done. Even before our last fight. If I gotten help, cared for her, showed the same level affection towards, made time for her. She would still love me right now
Didn’t sleep today. Been thinking about her all day. She loved and cared first. I was too late to show the same affection. Why am I so dumb. Why couldn’t I just stop and realize how important she was in my life. How she shaped my life. I only wished I had one more chance.