woonhak said sometimes he would come across onedoors' posts saying they're having a hard time, so he tried thinking about something that could give onedoors strength and got reminded to a piece that his mom sent him when he was going through growth๐ซณ๐ป
"the reason our self-esteem drops is not because our existence is inferior to others, but because we set the idealised version of ourselves too high. the version of myself that i want is someone who can speak as well as an announcer, sing as well as a singer, and have a great figure as a model. so when i look at the present me, i feel dissatisfied, and when it gets worse, i start hating myself to the point of wanting to erase myself. the way to regain confidence is not by improving my abilities, but by letting go of that idealised version of myself. when you think about it that way, you're already good enough just as you are right now."
๐งธ of course, i think it's impossible to not have those kind of worries. i think itโs inevitable to have thoughts about wanting to become someone that perfect. and i believe itโs something you need to feel in order for you to grow. but whenever those thoughts get too far, it starts to feel like your own greeds are scary, right? i feel like there are moments when it ends up wearing you out. i just wanted to tell you this.