I wish so much that I could hold you.
A simple desire, yet so hard to do.
This is a love so hopeless, but yet,
As hard as I try, I can not forget.
I want to move on, I try every day,
to get a grip on these feelings and throw them away.
But everyday I pathetically remain,
Adoring you amazingly with nothing to gain.
I want to let go of what I’m holding so tight,
and let these feelings trail off into the night,
But as soon as my hold loosens, I grab and don’t miss
Becoz I don’t know how to feel anything....😑
Think of the past,
the so many stories untold
yet dark.
Think of the future,
the so many wishes made
yet all dreams.
Think of now
remind yourself it's life.
He spoke his last words
with tears in his eyes
down onto his cheeks
forming a shape of a drop.
It fell on to the ground like a seawave hitting the rock
with splashes of it all
wetting our clothes.
It was just a reminder
of his life once lived.
I have tried love and to let someone else to love me but i have failed countless times.
I always say am protecting my peace but it's not my peace am protecting .
I don't want to hurt myself alittle more.😓
"Weirdest confession"
I have killed 5 men just for being men. The first i killed at school at a tender age. I threw his body in the compound and left no trace. That's when i felt i had mastered the art. It felt okay i didn't feel guilty at after all i was killing a man
I have learnt to be honest about what I want and what I need
I have learnt to be innocent when I don't know the talk
I can gladly say I have grown, grown to a life of no regrets
A life of believing everything happens for a reason .
But how will I pay attention
When an hour ago a 'father' in that monster Mercedes Benz that just bypassed me
only slowed down, slid his widow and wicked at me in a luring manner.
For my miniskirt has gotten their pants talking.