Annan

18+ and yea

[Annan @Annangh]

He hated me so fucking much oh my god I can’t fucking blame him I was and am annoying as fuck that’s why nobody will ever love me

[Annan @Annangh]

There was this other guy in high school who hated me so fucking much while I had the biggest crush on him. It’s been years already but sometimes I be reminded of him and how sad the whole situation was

[Annan @Annangh]

I am really really frustrated with my life

[Annan @Annangh]

I am constantly reminded of my lack of experience. Still a virgin. Always been single. I’ve been craving for a connection for years and it came to the point where I am fully convinced I am destined to live and die alone, untouched and unloved.

[Annan @Annangh]

Yes I’m lonely yes I’m pathetic yes this is sad but whatever man I tried and failed life goes on unfortunately

[Annan @Annangh]

He stopped talking to me which sucks but my paranoid ass thinks that maybe he found this account and clocked this is me oh my god and that’s like the main reason why he stopped talking to me

[Annan @Annangh]

He talked to one of my best friends when he could’ve just talk to me and that makes me feel even worse because the conversation was about something I really like and he knows I like that thing but preferred to talk to someone he never talked to before

[Annan @Annangh]

I was a coward so I just said haha you’re so right I sooooo am agreeing with that statement please like me back

[Annan @Annangh]

The other day I was talking to a guy that I thought was cute but then he mentioned how ugly Sonic characters are but like in an attractive way and I felt like a fucking freak because the amount of times I jerked off with a picture of Shadow the hedgehog is insane

[Annan @Annangh]

It came to the point where I’m just watching porn without touching myself. Can’t look away but I’m not horny tbh
Am I perhaps enjoying art as it is?

[Annan @Annangh]

Maybe this is hell
Seeing your own death calling out for you
And you can’t reach it no matter how much you try

[Annan @Annangh]

10 years wanting to die and still not being brave enough to commit

[Annan @Annangh]

I had a dream about some people I once met. Why am I supposed to miss them while they don’t even remember my name?

[Annan @Annangh]

Just be having too much time recently, too much time for my own good, starving maybe, I’m not sure if this is hunger or if I’m just sleepy

[Annan @Annangh]

Sometimes I wonder if my death would inspire someone not because they’re close to me or think of me in an endearing way, but because they’d found out someone they once talked to actually did it

[Annan @Annangh]

I find it oddly beautiful, how someone may find me, hanging from the ceiling, all alone by myself and maybe the idea of a rope around their own neck may be closer than they’d thought

[Annan @Annangh]

My face would be so fucked up, but in the dimmed light the shadow I’ll cast will haunt whoever finds me, and also whoever might hear about my passing

[Annan @Annangh]

Every time I think about killing myself I try to imagine the most painless death for me, I then look at my ceiling and realize how pretty I’d look hanging by my neck

[Annan @Annangh]

@SomeDivs @GGs_BusyRn I need him.

[Annan @Annangh]

@BubooSenchan God I love art