I'm no one important. I have loads of health conditions and just struggling in life.
Hope someone can benefit from my page โค๏ธ
I really need help ๐ซ
Dear Father,
If my silence gives you peace, then I will hold onto that silence for your sake. I will stop reaching out, even when my heart is screaming ti be heard. I will swallow my words and my pain if it means you can breathe easier without me.
If my distance brings you happiness, then I will quietly step back. I will not fight for space in your world if my presence feels like a burden. I only hope that in my abscence you find the joy my presence could not give you, and that one day, the emptiness I leave behind..
@988Lifeline My dads sister is a psychologist or something and both my parents arent interested in helping me but i was told by her that she cant help me and ive managed all this time to carry on even though i said i need help and not coping.
Don't even ask about the holiday.. constantly being left out and then when I mention it, it's a problem.
What they complain about the same issue being done to them it's fine but when I do it, it's not.
I'm left alone in a house with no Internet, no toilet, no heating controls, no windows, no tv, no music all whilst dealing with the fact my dog has died.
I just, I don't know how to feel.
I don't want to be here.
My mother took me to do a food shop today. Spent 3 hours doing it and then got told she has no money and didn't know, I didn't tell her she had to pay.
..considering she's cut me off from my money and knows I'm struggling.
I'm just going to stay away ๐
I tried to speak to my Dad's sister in hope I would get help but I was called I liar and told to learn things I cannot do.
Again I tried to take my life.
There is no one available to talk to or believe what I'm going through on a day to day basis.
Told the police I'm being abused and need help. Got nothing back. Won't even tell the abuser to stop or speak to them. It's allowed in the house/private property.
I guess murder is allowed too.