Kanata was already deaf in one ear before she joined Hololive. Her condition also includes severe vertigo and tinnitus, and she’s so physically fragile that even a mild sickness can hit her really hard. She takes five or six different pills every day. It wasn’t until her fifth year in Hololive that she finally stopped needing to take a total 2–3 months of hiatus in a year due to prolonged/multiple sickness.
The insane amount of effort she puts in to sing and improved to such high level, or more simple, just to stream consistently like other talents can never be fully appreciated. Unforunatly it is easy to overlook it because she way wayyyyyyy too tough for her own good and seldom share about her difficulties to her friends or us fans as she dont want to dampen the mood for the others. (Remember Korone, one of her best buddies in Hololive, wrote "Please let me stay your friend, so that we can reach a point where you can be honestly to me and tell me 'I'm hurting.'" in the descrption in their finally collab despite they have already spent 6 years together?)
“It will just make everyone sad, so why mention it?” is what she always says. Still, she’s too responsible to vanish without notice and make us worry. On the rare occasions she opens up, she will turn her suffering into humor — such as the time she laughs about her eardrum being penetrated by freaking a needle, or her famous kidney stone press conference.
So seeing Ina cry here really touched me. Ina very likely had come to understand just how remarkable Kanata truly is, even beyond what she had previously imagined, and she expressed that profound respect through her heartfelt performance.
Básicamente Ina experimentó el 1% del dolor y angustia por los que pasa y ha tenido que pasar Kanata por años, y quedó impactada y conmovida hasta las lágrimas. Cómo puede 💫, aún con lo que padece, cantar tan hermosa y poderosamente? Tenía que cantar su canción sin importar qué.
I HATE CLEANING I HATE IT SO MUCH I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I WOULD RATHER PUT A ROCK, CHALK AND NAILS IN A BLENDER AND EAT THE DUST
I WOULD CHOKE IT WOULD BE UNCOMFORTABLE IT WOULD GET EVERYWHERE AND MY THROAT WOULD BE DRY BUT AT LEAST I WOULDNT HAVE TO DO CHOOOOOOOOOOORES
So what if i just curl up into a ball and cry?
Towa-sama has consistently missed Mumei over the year every time she gets reminded of her. She loved her so so much...Seeing her even leave a comment on Mumei's last video after a year hits so hard man 😭
"Ty for Mumei, I love you"
Mafuyu decides to finally face her mother and tell her how she really feels.
The two finally meet and begin talking about their feelings...
📚 Read the full "The Stopped Hand Moves Once More" event story to find out what happens next!
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