I settle for connections thinking if I reach out they will answer and listen, but these connections, even when they are in the same space, couldn’t care to reach out even when they can see I’m not visibly doing well.
its just so surreal to think about. a year ago i really stayed awake at night thinking i’d never be able to be in a relationship or love anyone romantically again and now that feels so far away i know it isn’t a serious relationship or anything yet, i just have the one date,