i dont even have the energy to break down and cry anymore is it because im numb due to my meds, do i not feel as bad as i think, whats happened to me to make me feel this way and feel so distrustful in my life ive become scared of people and the lives they live
i have no idea how to feel anymore i dont think i was meant to live this long but ive also have hardly lived a life what will i look back on and see when i finally break and become unfixable