Hayles

where is my mind ? 26 yrs, exhausted, disordered

[ava ౨ৎ | 0 days binge free @w0wthatscrazyyy]

having a restrictive ed makes you excited to poop

[🩸xyxy of 🪒twt @shugarbite]

i need to stop eating
*eats*
dear god i need to lose weight
*eats*
i hate myself
*eats*

[Hayles @Anxibun]

Why do antidepressants make me worse. I don’t get it. I’m on day five or so on Zoloft and I feel worse than before

[Hayles @Anxibun]

@ireallyhatefood Every time I shave my face it grows back even worse 😭

[Hayles @Anxibun]

@ghostivyleaves I’m in the same spot as you 🥲 I’ve been restricting hard for awhile now and the scale has been going down daily, but if I eat somewhat of a single full meal, the scale just goes back up. So realistically I don’t even think I’m losing at all

[Hayles @Anxibun]

@strawbryxbun I kind of relate. When I look in the mirror, my eyes look empty. I’ve heard lack of emotion showing in the eyes can be due to trauma

[rory 🧠 edrtwt @atomicst4rving]

i wish i was skinny enough to post bodychecks

[Hayles @Anxibun]

Realistically, how serious is it if I drink one single can of Fresca that has grapefruit juice in it? I’m on Zoloft. Google makes it seems like I’ll die

[Hayles @Anxibun]

I hate wasting my omad on something like a crappy homemade sandwich. Two bites in and I realized it wasn’t even worth it, straight in the trash

[otakutron @otakutrons]

i’d rather be dead than be alive and feel dead

[𝜗𝜚 Violet @tinypinkrose]

how it feels when you try to resist eating at night after starving all day

[♰ @heavens_sickest]

once i cure my depression, bpd, ocd, anxiety, eating disorder, avoidant tendencies, resistance to change, and fear of the unknown it’s over for u hoes

[clem ᨳଓ . @angelclem444]

someone starve me. i can’t do it myself anymore

[Hayles @Anxibun]

Took my first dose of Zoloft and I want to eat the entire house. I’d rather be depressed

[Hayles @Anxibun]

@ireallyhatefood I hope you’re okay 😞 I’m here if you need someone to talk to

[Hayles @Anxibun]

@giirlfri3nd Hiii 🩷🩷

[Hayles @Anxibun]

Does anyone want to be friends 🥹