aphelios

this was not my idea

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@sorrowtalks 📸😗

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sometimes not even the closest people to you can stave off loneliness. makes me want to scream into the void. at least then it won’t be anyone else’s problem

anyway, happy monday. got an americano ☕️

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@ryo_onii love car jam sessions 🤧

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a few ppl asked so i made a playlist. it’s been getting me through the week. also kinda inspiring?

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@knifeparty_xX @sorrowtalks yyyyessss…. sometimes.🤠

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you can listen to the playlist in my bio. also happy Friday 😗

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@sorrowtalks I’ll put something together 🧐

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been listening to a loooot of music lately. kinda been falling asleep in classes, too...but I don’t think anyone notices. i might make it thru autumn at this rate 😴

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@froggy_seok listening to a lot of stuff recently. rock, indie, a bunch of experimental stuff. might need to make a playlist to share at this point 👀

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@sorrowtalks just random thoughts and feelings 🙂‍↕️

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went to my favorite cafe for lunch today…would’ve been able to write more if the football guys hadn’t barged in. sooo fucking loud, but what’s new? 🫩

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@b__7221 pink shoes guy? # no clue what his name is. he’s my locker neighbor though, and he’s on the football team. and he’s loud. that’s what i DO know 🙂‍↕️

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@froggy_seok exactlyyyyyyy 😗☕️

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and i know i’ve got things to lose…i don’t want to take what i have for granted. that’s what makes it harder to verbalize these things sometimes, i think. why sulk when there’s nothing inherently wrong? is any of it valid? or am I just a bad person? anyway class starts soon. gtg

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lunie told me to skip practice with the band tonight. i do love playing, i just…sometimes it doesn’t feel like enough. almost like i have things to say. but maybe i’m too afraid to say them? or maybe i don’t have anything at all to say and I’m just…floating without purpose, idk

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@ryo_onii ate them at lunch 🙂‍↕️

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alune redecorated my locker again…and my new locker neighbor won’t stop looking.

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@aphelionaphelia I’ll let her know you said that. it’ll make her day

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@packurheart yeahh, she looks out for me