Throughout life there are few guarantees
But in life you may experience some or all of these:
You’ll fall
You’ll fail
You’ll always have faults
You’ll find things you despise about yourself
And feel as if you have nothing to provide or put on a shelf
16) but no. I was told to take my time. And then I was replaced for it. Which wasn't part of the original deal either, might I add. But that's what I get for trusting people, I guess.
15) I'm not saying I don't understand your decision, I just wish that I hadn't been lied to like that. If I was told it would be this much of an issue for me to be gone, I would have forced myself to come back better than I had before
14) I never intended for this to get so professional. It was meant to be as fun and casual as the series itself, but as I said, it got to a point where it was out of my hands.
13) and I'd rationalized not being here as lining up with the current sp timeline. Valkyrie herself isn't exactly in the best mental state either. Would you really expect her to be tweeting and promoting right now?
12) I'm aware that I have a responsibility as the main character, and that was hanging over my head every day. I felt awful for not being able to be here, but I was in a mental state that made human interaction exhausting on top of the work I have to be doing in my personal life
11) my mental health wasn't in a good place for this because I was dealing with betrayal. From multiple people in my life. For years. People who made me believe they felt a certain way, only to find that they were lying through their god damn teeth
10) and so I've been force out of the role of the character who has been the perfect embodiment of me since I started reading this series and expected to take on a different role while watching someone else ride off of the community that I have started
9) then, eventually, I am fully ready to come back. And am told by the very same who told me to take my time and that I would be welcomed back whenever I was ready, that the people in this community we're no longer comfortable with me as Valkyrie
8) even when I had tried to force myself to come back since then, I was told that everyone was ready for me to come back when I was ready and was encouraged to take my time
7) So some of my fellow community members encouraged me to continue this break until I was fully ready to come back and was assured that my position as Valkyrie Cain
6) So, since I was tired, hadn't been involved for a while, hadn't done a proper roleplay in years since that wasn't really a part of this at the beginning anyway, my performance was a bit lackluster