The seventh door tolls in anticipation.
The seventh door tolls in anticipation.
The seventh door tolls in anticipation.
Let the bells ring, and your pride overflow.
Lest what you buried will come melting with snow.
Forever now, a promise unbroken
For it is a deal, justly unspoken
Guilt will eat away of what sanity you have left. It was always your choices, your fate, and your everlasting demise. You were only terrified of how much more they would hurt if you decided to change the story.
even when i washed my hands and clothes, i still felt that blood stained on them. how my hands held that sword. her blood that stained my face. and how i felt kantjes ribs break when i fought him. its sickening
SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE SHE MADE ME SEE
i still wake up in cold sweat after that. no matter how many centuries. she made me witness everything everywhere everywhen all at once. even for just a moment, it completely made me break. now, no matter where i go its a deja vu. seeing that burned image into my retina
But it went away. When i came back to that room, when i finally realized whos skeleton sat on that chair, i didnt feel the blood anymore. I only felt the tears washing down my face as my hands kept holding his face. the skull of my best friend. I couldn't bring him back anymore.
i kept drying myself with towels. in hope that the feeling of their blood on my hands would go away. not even burning them with lava worked. even when the skin eventually seared off it was still there.