I need to be strong. I don't think I am strong enough, but I will try to sleep with fear in my eyes. I don't know why I cry. I don't deserve this.
I cry. I am sad. I don't know why. I cry. God. I'm sorry.
artists talking to each other:
- "NOO STOP SAYING UR ART IS TERRIBLE IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL I WISH I WAS AS GOOD AS YOU!!!11"
- "you're lying my work is bad😭"
programmers talking to each other:
- "this is the worst fucking code i've ever seen"
- "haha i know right"
THAT WORKED. This new shit doesn't. I can't figure out why.
When I was on my old medicine. I could easily get over small issues.
The 14th was when stopped taking it. and started this SHIT. I am not ignoring you, but I didn't want to vanish like @polarmyst did.
@sodalite64 Hey, if you I don't talk for a while, just know that my "new" medicine is causing outbursts. I probably will be very quiet and offline until I get this figured out. I go back to work tomorrow but I'm unsure if I can even make it the day without needing to go back home
This isn't about Ukraine. I don't have two neurons of information to rub together to know what's going on. Last time I heard. They were going to invade. That was weeks ago.
This is about my real-as-shit-depression. I've been battling it since 2017, but I was also on medication