Arfonius Mel

Why?
I Try My Best 🌸

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@yu_hoo2 is this the student x sensei one?

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@yu_hoo2 dude didn't he get rejected right after?

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@yu_hoo2 aye dw dawg bro got rejected after-

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@yakksans OMG YAKK IS COMING TO CF22??!! WOOHOOOO

[ナル @Narukahana]

Exactly one year ago, I cried for almost 12 hour straight. I couldn’t sleep for 2 days that I called sick for work.

I’ve never felt something like this, it’s like everything just gone. Right when I finally I have something I could call home.

“What did I do wrong?“ I kept asking myself that. I want to do something but I couldn’t do anything. I can only accept and being powerless. That very moment I feel a thousands regret just streamed into your mind.
Why can’t I support her even more? I could do even more in FES but I didn’t do it… The feeling when you want to rewind back time no matter what.

Regardless, everyone reminded me on what matters most is that I am here. I am still here to support her. The fact that I am still drawing her is enough.

It’s been 11 months since she is gone.
The memory are starting to fade away.
Everyone I know, I supported, all already moved on to their own path. A newfound home, if you could say that. Yet I’m still here, stuck in past. Hoping that I could rewind time.

I miss you, Mumei.🤎🪶

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@mudahtertawa_ di kala yang lain kehausan bro sendiri tenggelam

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

You damn clown 💔

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@Yuchenj_UW Uhhh... is this bad?

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@Mrl_Ling @slushhh2

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@elfilea He might fumbled you but damn it was worth it

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@yakksans Ah- it's always a treat whenever Yak posts TSKR 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@stormriderqv Robert Robertson THE THIRDDDD!!!!

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@annaberuuunya Teio: FATHER STOP 😭😭😭😭😭

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@alrajhibank_en 17

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@ruuna_070 ����💍💍

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

I feel bad for keeping this i hope i can meet her again one day 🙏🙏

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

So last week i took a plane from makassar to jakarta right, and there's this foreign girl sitting in front of me, but idk why for some reason i fell at first sight, then i found a dropped holo waffle card under her seat i picked it up and chased after her but sadly she's gone

[Arfonius Mel @Arfonisus]

@PlasmaGiantArt Magic shield? Dazai go!!