@Estrogentleman i remember reading a post of some random GC rambling about how natally male people owning stuffies are obv doing it for unsavory reasons unlike her who needs them bc they help with traumas and they're snuggly and yada yada
@Estrogentleman i've managed to move on enough to recognize this as the other side of the "women and men are diff species" coin and for her/your own good oshimi/you should get over herself/yourself already
@Estrogentleman the most degenerate autosexual natally female person could still pull the asab card and a natally male person could not even if they're an asexual transsexual; it all boils down to the social in the end
@Estrogentleman doesn't matter because ASAB trumps all. there's a reason billie eilish could just casually mention that she masturbates in front of a mirror without being called a dangerous perverted male and why someone like you is agonizing over just wanting to be with women as a woman
@Estrogentleman The only Button i will press is one that turns my current anatomy to that of a natally female human who's never been on exogenous t while conserving everything else from my sexual orientation to the minutiae of my memories, nothing else
@Estrogentleman a self proclaimed ASE would understand how fundamental attraction-to-women-as-a-woman could be to one's very sense of self; you might as well have asked me to press a button that turns me into an arctic fox or whatever
when i eventually change my name there's a chance i'm only going to cut off my father's family name and add a middle name to pad it out and keep my deadname because unfortunately it's gonna be aura as fuck to be a butch with a name that literally translates to "male"
@Estrogentleman also forgive me for not taking as representative a 13 like xeet from a random underage cis lesbian with pro/antiship discourse nonsense in bio who stans a male character who she herself headcanons as a himedanshi
just saw an onlyfans girl in my timeline wearing the same panties i sold before and i checked her profile turns out she was the guy who bought it years ago….
@Estrogentleman i think good art will always inevitably be sought out and appreciated even by outsiders; reactions born from trauma though understandable are ultimately for oneself to resolve and not to be sustained to be continuous problems for others
@Estrogentleman hmm bad word in this context... i meant like those who are into reading/watching GL not for sexual gratification or out of performative wokeness but actual appreciation for lesbian dynamics and desires to see lesbian love in a better world where women are free from male controls
@Estrogentleman yeah this is what i was getting at 😭 i feel like only watching/reading lesbian yaoi to try to induce androphilia is like claiming to do research on marine biology by building sandcastles on the beach every weekend
@bloodstreamrunz there's nothing shameful in offering your devotion to and becoming one with a fair maiden; the actions of some dumbass gynephile halfway across the world ultimately don't say anything about your character just because both happen to take exogenous hormones
@RepperTranny butchfemmery has already occupied all of my mental spaces for meta-attraction; i only have limited tolerance for hetgems like better call saul