Awkward_ark

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[Awkward_ark @ArkAwkward]

@Tokaloser Ah this is Ark. The picture is old and she has a slash going across her neck but it wouldn't let me share more then one picture.

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@Wuppeteer That's fucking hot!

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@Wuppeteer And that's okay. Learning to love yourself takes time. And even I still have moments where I look in the mirror and think bad things but I've learned to push them down and focus on the things I like.

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@Wuppeteer Ah yeah I have shared my pictures with my main tumblr followers and my discord friends. It's not really about being brave for me. I've just lived long enough to give up on normal beauty standards and I've learned to like what I see in the mirror. It was really hard to do tho

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@Wuppeteer Think of this as more having fun then making people happy. Of course you should practice safety while you do that. You can't please everyone and your also not obligated to get along with everyone. Do what makes you happy.

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@Wuppeteer Don't feel pressured to do so but I'm sure your adorable

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@Tora_bone Awwww they are all so cute! Love the horror boys!

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@Wuppeteer Oh I am to! A total recluse! You don't need to talk to anyone, just any change in pace. When I still lived in NY I used to go to the beach in the winter when no one was there, enjoy the view and feed a few seagulls. And It always helped me get my feelings and thoughts in order.

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@Wuppeteer Just remember to come up for air once in a while. Go out at night and look at the stars or look up a local festival. Its really hard to pull yourself out, I know from experience, but sometimes a change of pace is all you need

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@Wuppeteer You never stop missing them, it just becomes easier to remember the happy memories over the sad ones. Keep your chin up. I don't think either your father or grandmother would want to to wallow in it.

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@Wuppeteer My condolences. I lost my grandmother just under 2 years ago. I still miss her. She was a stubborn old woman! But she knew she was going. She told me during my last visit before my trip to see family. I hope she's happy wherever she is now.

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@Wuppeteer I'm home now but in no condition to sit at a computer desk. I just find it hilarious cause that is just my luck. Usually whenever something good happens to me something bad happens too. And I had not only gotten over my writer's block but I had gotten job offer.

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@Wuppeteer Ah I'm a bit behind on that one. I think I only got to the part where Frisk got kidnapped by the dreamurs. I have my own Mafiafell fic I am writing. I had a bit of writer's block recently but go figure that as soon as I get back in the grove I have to go for emergency surgery lol

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@lullycki I live in the bible belt so the Christmas stuff has been in the stores for over a month now.

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@Wuppeteer Aw cute little Axe!

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@Wuppeteer I just love mixing the big boy who I can feed and love on with a still really dangerous mafia man. I also am a total slut for 1920's aus in general

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@Wuppeteer The only way you could get better is if you smashed them together to get mafia horror. I actually have a few mafia horror headcanons. Like they are Irish and came over to America with the rest of the Irish immigrants cause the famine wasn't just Underground.

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@PawsPause2 Thank you!

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So I got out of the hospital yesterday. But when they gave me some drugs after the surgery to help me sleep I hallucinated HT Sans standing by my bed side and reaching for my hand as I fell asleep. I wish he had been real. #undertale #sans #horrortale #horrortalesans

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@entale26 He's so cute! I want to spoil him with treats and food.