Awkwardartist14

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22 y/o

[Awkwardartist14 @Artist14Awkward]

My birthday is coming up and yet I know it won't matter. I'm not excited, it's just going to be a normal day. I just want to be the main character for once. Just. Once. Is that too much to ask for? Am I a horrible person for asking that?

[Awkwardartist14 @Artist14Awkward]

Vent post
TW: s/h, depression

I dont know where to put this but I'm putting it on here ig. I, am not okay. I haven't been feeling okay since a long time ago and now, it's just getting so much worse. It's gotten to the point where I don't see a future in myself anymore.

[Awkwardartist14 @Artist14Awkward]

I feel like there is nobody to even turn to for help. Nobody to help me through any of this. I've started becoming less and less interested in everything. I've started doing less art, I've been bedrotting on my days off from work. When something gets really bad.

[Awkwardartist14 @Artist14Awkward]

I tend to punish myself by not eating for a day, or well, days. I make jokes about dieing, but at the end of the day, I'm not joking. What I feel is real. I don't cut myself, even tho I really want to, I know it will never satisfy anything.

[𝗟𝘂𝘃✨ @TastefulManga]

Us 💕

[yami 🖤 @yxmiVA]

if i had a gf i’m eating her out every morning to wake her up

[むら茶木 @mrsk_ck]

OFF ↔︎ ON

[Misa of shtwt💝 @Mayaloilioo]

me and bestie😭