The struggle talaga of being an awkward introvert in college will finish me off first before acads does. This weekend was me breaking down because of how I can't act normal around others π₯Ή
Ito nanaman ung urge to start reading books, learn digital art, start drawing and painting again, make some crochet projects, write a personal blog, edit videos, when i have 3 exams tomorrow and another 1 on the following day and multiple deadlines to catch up on
Like can I turn off the part of my brain muna that overthinks everything? And can i put these emotions on hold muna. I have no time na damdamin yung mga mistakes ko and such. May 4 exams pa ako in 2 days huhu
I'm studying for physics and I'm starting to get the grasp of it na, i think. Yet I'm still anxious for the upcoming exam especially since I failed the prev one. Feel ko gets ko lang ngayon ito but once the exam is there na, I won't know how to answer huhu
The worst betrayal tho is that I was looking forward to reaching their age because "I get to be in love." Ha! I still haven't experienced it yet ππ
I've slept all day and I'm now regretting bcs i felt like i wasted time :< I did not like the thought that I'm getting left behind again academically