Tw sh, su!c!dal thoughts
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Hi
Im back
Its been a while and now im back to vent to the internet
Yay
Fun
School starts in three days again and im so Fucking scared of it.
Im starting to think of SH and OD again
Its really not great
I dont know if I’ll survive the next days
TW// Vent ?
Last night I found myself standing in the middle of my room, arms and legs away from my body so i dont feel them touch. I was crying and shivering, and sweating. And I had no idea how, why or when I stood up, or why my body acted like that.
I am just so exhausted.
Tw // sh, venting
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I got home from my friends today and i didn’t realise how much it helped being with him cause now already had multiple breakdowns and i miss him so much already i have no plan how the f im supposed to survive school till i can see him again. Im so exhausted
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Can someone please tell me when the h*ll we got so f***ing scared? Cause I have no plan. I only know that I’m so extremely scared of so many inescapable and normal things like getting older or me and my friends growing apart. Plus idk what to do about that sh*t.
@Justaloneghost F*ck yes i would. You’re were always one of the most important parts in my life. I always feel like home when im with you. I dont know what to do without you.