It’s moments like these where I truly need to lean into God because I don’t get it & have so many questions. My faith shatters when it doesn’t make sense but I know God does everything for a reason & have to willingly chose to trust him while pray over others.
Told myself I was not entering in 2023 with toxic relationships or anything that can May have a bad influence on my spiritual + celibate journey …& I’m doing just that 🥹
I’ll never forget when hubby and I had the convo about our deal breakers. He said “you never have to worry about cheating because more than I love you, I fear God & take his word serious”.I feel like that makes the difference. A man who loves you yes, but has a reverence for God.
I do not like being broke, I don’t like being late on my bills & I don’t like telling myself no. Therefore, I’m gone always get my ass up & do what needs to be done!