A s h

hey, whatcha doin here?

(it's okay, I don't know what I'm doing here either)

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

Man, even after years, you can keep telling yourself that you're healed from a situation and you still might not be, entirely. But I'm finding out that it's okay. Even when you see why it happened and have benefited from it, it's okay that healing is a process.

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

I feel my personal amount of daily sadness get chipped away a little bit when the house is clean

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

@laurenlearman My brain initially read this as "ebay sucks" and I was sitting here like.... I like ebay though ☹ lolol

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

Here's the little punk

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

My cat escaped so I just got done chasing him around the backyard, in the snow, while wearing crocs.
At 3:30am.

But he is back inside folks he is back inside

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

@PaintDusting I VOTE YES. YES PLZ. You would pull that off so well ya hottie.

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

You truly have no idea when you're going to see someone for the very last time

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

Why am I so so drawn to sad music when I'm already very sad?
It literally makes it worse 🤨

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

@PaintDusting I feel like over the years I've known you, I can count on one hand the number of times I've heard you comment positively on yourself, physically.
You look amazing. I love this. 👏👏🔥🔥 love you. Hope 2023 treats you well 💋

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

I think people can change drastically over time to the point in which even their personality alters some; I feel like I change a lot annually, even.
However, I just took the Myers-briggs test again for funsies & got the same exact results as when I took it in high school 🤔🤨🤷‍♀️

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

When someone talks to me about another person, outside of their presence, making absolutely appalling bashes/insults to their entire character over a thing or two that they've done.. I do not even want to know what's spoken when I'm not around

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

I got off work this morning and watched an episode of Dahmer before going to sleep for a little bit.
I've read all about Jeffery Dahmer but watching that right before sleeping was a bad idea 🥲

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

"I think the idea of me is much better than the reality of me"

Shoot, Colleen

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

I wonder if I just need to start anticipating that the people I love will hurt me in bigger ways than I naturally prepare myself for

Will adjusting my expectations lessen a blow?

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

Look at my cute cat chilling in a bag

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

Leaving in the middle of a softball game, running and laughing hysterically as a hard rainfall absolutely drenches you is one of those things I feel like you see in a book or a movie
but that happened to me today

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

Idk if fishing late at night on animal crossing is something that makes a difference or not buuut I just caught like 4 sharks 🦈

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

I had a dream that I got to meet Morgan Wallen; nate took the initiative to take a selfie with all 3 of us.
..Every pic he took, he was either cutting out me or Morgan and I was devastated like sir you had one job

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

@PaintDusting Man. Im sure it's still gonna be a bit of a journey but glad you got discharged; that's some progress. Take it easy!!

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

@PaintDusting Holy crap dude. So sorry. Hope you heal fast and so glad she's okay. Love you.

[A s h @AshleyKaaay]

Interesting how, as critical covid patients have dwindled, so has my plantar fasciitis

Interesting

Anways