It really sucks when your work friends are awful at their job, because I’m so angry at you rn. Shit shouldn’t be like this and you’re making things difficult and LAUGHING ABOUT IT 👹
I forgot about your birthday this year. Realizing that made me upset, because I know it’s what you wanted. I know you wouldn’t care. You probably don’t think about me anymore, but I fight with myself all the time because I still think about you fondly.
Coming from someone who #ruinedthefriendship …I would much rather have my dumbass goofy best friend back than be mourning a 1 month relationship 6 years later. I’d rather not know what being with him was like because now I only know what it’s like being without him.
i sold some tickets to come see my downfall
it sold out in minutes
i saw friends in the front row
they’ll leave when im finished and the lights in my name’s gone…
I feel like you’re right there but I’m stuck on the other side of a wall that only I can see. I’m screaming and crying and hammering with all I have but you don’t hear me, I can’t get through.